this is the worst pain ive ever felt in my life i cant even explain it. i miss him so much. its not fair its not fair its not fair.
the actual, physical ache you feel in your chest and in your bones when you’re so sad is fucking awful
there hasn’t been one night i haven’t cried myself to sleep in the past week and a half. i miss him so much. i still cant wrap my mind around it. it doesnt seem real. nothing feels right anymore